torned

I was there for you
When none seem to care.
I was hurting when you were hurting.
Your pain was my pain.
I encouraged you when you were down,
I was never in peace when you were troubled.
Where was she then?

I felt safe in your arms, in your embrace.
When you looked at me with those beautiful green eyes
My world was filled with fireworks.
I can still remember the first time you kissed me
Time seemed to hold still in space. Do you remember?

I had entrusted you with my pain,
My deepest fears, and my fragile heart
I had told you not to break me, and always be honest
I have given you a thousand chances to tell me the truth
Between you and her, the truth between you and me.
I had never judged you nor have I judged your character.
I trusted you, believed what you said, believed every lie.

I can never forget you; I can never hate you,
But I was just another pawn
That you manipulated insensitively.
Was it fun? Did you laugh at my idiocy?

Maybe one day I will love you less than I do now,
Maybe one day I will forget you completely.
But tell me....
Have you ever loved me at all?