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A summarization of my life so far. |
I need some help In my life And this story Tells my strife I'm a criminal, A fool, An apocalypse in one And all I ever wanna do Is just have fun I knew I didn't wanna be here anymore From the moment I was born Trying to commit suicide With my umbilical cord Flash forward to when I was seven Dad was drunk, I got beaten, there was no lovin' I yelled stop, Sister called the cops, But they came here too late, It's hard to sit in pain and wait And now to when I was ten Tried to commit suicide, I felt empty within Dad didn't listen, said I was full of sin And that's when the voices begin Next thing, I was twelve, I felt done for, like I had been shelved. Nobody here to love me, Nobody to hold me in their arms. Then I was fourteen, When life was just so mean. Undeniably cruel, Trying to teach me it rules. Runaway sister, This thought in my mind like a blister. Then she was caught, Put under lock and key, And who felt bad? Me. She gets out, My heart comes back around. Few months later, kicked out Then the rage came back around. Wanted to rip off his leg, Rip off that prosthetic and kill him with it. Next day, sister tries to commit suicide, And I knew that something in me died inside. Been one year since the worst year of my life, And I might be crazy, And this thought makes my mind hazy. |