Sins of the flesh

I look at them as entertainment for those rainy days.
I give admiration to anyone who plays.
Sometimes I feel bad because they have feelings too.
But then I realize what I'm about to do.

I don't get nothing out of it, it's all in good fun.
I have no connection to them when we are done.
I pray they don't feel anything for me when it ends.
Because honestly I don't even consider them as friends.

If I loved somebody I wouldn't treat them how I do.
If you understand my thinking you would to.
When they stick around I just get annoyed.
Being mean to them afterwards is what I try to avoid.

The only thing I think of is "are you done yet?".
Even though I`ve had couple good ones that I met.
Nothing compares to what I truly need.
The only way I get off is when I bite them and they start to bleed.