Take Me Black Hole

Take Me Black Hole

The in between
That black hole in the middle of point A and point B
All this thinking is unhealthy
Nothing to do but listen to the defining silence that makes my eardrums burst
I don't want to think about tomorrow anymore
I don't want to worry about tomorrow
anymore

Thinking about the future terrifies me
But reminiscing about the past makes me envious
The innocent girl
Absolutely blind to the near future and the things that will take place
But what about the girl in the moments near to come ?
Is she suffering ?
Is she celebrating ?
Is she hanging on by threads that are being threatened by ferocious scissors?

That's just it
The black hole in between point A and B
The black hole that sucks me in
And the worst part is, I like it in there
Nothing to look forward to, nothing to regret
Just thoughts and blackness
No tomorrow
No yesterday

I don't want another tomorrow
Take me
Take me to the black hole
I want to feel the winds tear me apart
My screams swallowed by a color that displeases the eye but all the same gives a
satisfying comfort

Then all at once
I'm gone
No tomorrow
No yesterday
No point A or point B
Just a black hole