Agatha/Dr. 1

With or without Quetiapine Fumarate (Seroquel) It seems my behaviour internal and external shift

With it, I am dull numb and usually positively optimist in a blind sort of fashion

Without it, I am sensitive to more of who I am and myself, but lose the sense of positive nature that I gain with it. Instead of relegating it all to my subsystems and regale my conscious of the meaning of inducted attitude adjustment, I fall into place right after not taking the meds as previously mentioned, ... mayhap that concerns a problem where re-taking the meds each and every single time reaps a dependency. If so, neurotransmitters can't be depended chemically upon would they? I say the brochure looks conclusive, but due to that fact alone, it remains understood to balance not every aspect of the psychosocial condition within and without when under its effects. In conclusion, I find it strange, and a difficult balance to muster now that my attitudes have majorly adjusted so far and with so much impact with the previous E-Mails I sent to you Dr. Ahlers. I just expect and hope for a day when these meds would be less taken without the need for external preparation and interaction.

As per discussion, I will bring to the table 3 facts that sum up my reasoning behind a disposition shift. 1: With taking it I am undergone a blind positive judgement and dull numbed senses of both mind and system. 2: Without it, I shift to a negative stance (obviously) that endures to a stage of reciprocity of sensitive nature in and of itself. That being said, 3: To alleviate said (or unsaid Autism) condition; I'd need to be outside doing things in the real world just to accomodate this reality of drug interaction? With condition? Or without? That is the subject I wish to discourse forthwith upon.