poems 4

Frozen heart

Heart of light

Dark of soul

Will I die in this cold?

I fear my death

I can't have hope

I'm bleeding from head to toe

Blood as the moon

Dark as my death

I'm dreaming my fate

I'm scared of defeat

Why is it so cold?

I'm frozen

I'm falling

Ice engulfing my soul

Blood let it flow into the cold

Tingles

Tingles run down my spine

I feel the chill

Life of cold

I'm in the water that's frozen solid

I feel no pain

I feel no weakness

My heart is ice

Kiss me is all I have to say

He touches my lips as cold as ice

He touches my hair as white as snow

He pulls me close and kisses my lips

I'm dead, he doesn't stop, and he feels like ice or is it just me

Then he jumps he dies instantly

We meet before we cross over love, death, and eternity

We spend life in eternity I feel tingles

I feel chills

I'm dead and that's all

Opposites

Life

Death

Blood

Fire

Ice

Words

Ideas

Come

Together

Eternity

Despair

Destiny

Come to be there

Opposites attract

Insanity

Insane is what they say

They call me names

I'm through

I'm done

I'm lost never to be found

I'm never coming back

I'm killing myself

Insane is it true

Is it real?

Pretend

False

I'm misunderstood

I'm dead is what comes next

Bye cruel world

I'm glad I'm gone

Lies

Lies go untold

He doesn't tell the truth

He hates me

He hits me

Kisses me

Caresses me

I hate him

I love him

Lies get you in trouble

You lie when you say you love me

Hate runs through my veins

Fear is all I feel around him

Even though I'm at home

He follows me

I cut because of him I don't tell the truth anymore

Lies go untold

And unpunished

Cuts of death

She cuts

I cry

She hurts

I die

I cut

She laughs

No one cares about me

I'm lonely

I thought we were friends

You're a loser is all she says

I hate her

I want to die

Hung by a thread

Legs leave the ground

I'm now at the crossroad

Don't know which way to go

Feeling to blame

Confusion misunderstood

Do you feel like me?

Blame shame

They need to be tamed

Hatred fills my heart

Fault is blamed

Blame is shame

Feelings

Heartbreak

Throbbing

Is all I feel.

Lies are told

Death

Life

I will never live again

Because of you

Never again

Will it show?

Feeling

Blanket

Covers

Cold

Destiny

Is told

You blanket me in shame; I'm not to blame

Tears run down

You tie me up

Hanging there

I fear death I want to die

I'm not worthy

You're

Not

Worthy

I'm through with you

You've sinned

I stand body in hand

I killed the murderer

I hated you

Bye

Say hi to death for me

Because I will be there soon

Jumble

Feelings jumble confusion in mind

Do I love or hate

Tears of water or is it blood

Sad

Fear

Happiness

I'm never happy

Words jumble

He looks

I stare

He notices

I glare

I share

I don't have a heart

He drains my blood

Cuts my veins

Chews my bones

Saves my eyes

He loves the color

Like the sky

At Midnight

War

Blood is shed

Pain of grain

People fall

Who's to blame?

War itself is an evil game

Wounds of gore

In the rotten core of war

Explosions of war

In the core

Explosions of pain

Hit the brain

Decapitation

Is the game?

War is evil

America's to blame

Strands of Grey

I don't know how I will survive

He frightens me when it frays

He says he will stay

With every strand of grey

He lays there

Eyes of glass

Face of stone

Hop is all I pray

Surviving is a hard game

Will he stay?

Strands of grey

Nerves

Nerves creep in

Heartbeats fast

Running away

He's to fast

I need to breathe

He can't catch me

I need to run

I need to hide

Will he find me?

Nerves

He finds me

He catches me

I slit my throat bye cruel world

It was the only thing I could

Do to escape

Blame

Fear encases

It hides

It cries

Blame me

Train fear

Blame rain

Be slain in this rain to blame

Fear hides inside

Please be fine

Blame in shame

Blood of rain

Fear hurts you no matter what

Is the game?

Fear escapes my brain

Is the game?

Please

Train

Repeats

Shame is to blame

Tears across the terrain

Blood of rain

It engulfed me

Tears across the terrain

Blood

Death

Eternity

Blame shame

Death life

Opposites attract

Train

Blame

Shame

Lame

Fire engulfed

Slits my throat

Shame is o blame

Catch me

I need help

I need you

Please come

I miss you

Help me from falling into oblivion

NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO

Why didn't you?

Catch me

You let me fall

How could you?

You lied to me

You were the only one I trusted

Now I'm gone

Lost in oblivion

Black and Blue

Blackness and blue

What you make me go through

Hurt is dark

Black and blue

Why do you?

Feeling go wrong

Face gets hurt

Headaches

Black and blue

What are you going to do?

Finding out

I'm gone when you came through

Hit

Tears fall

Legs weak

I thought you would

Never do this

You said you would

Never leave

The car hit you

You didn't move

I'm sorry

We fought

I

Love

You

I want to die

Please come back

Midnite

Why does this always happen to me

She's here and then she's gone

Death took her in his hands

I cried for days I feel really bad

But even though I'm sad

She must be glad she's somewhere better

Than ever I could have never imagined

Will I ever see her again?

I'm scared, I'm tired, and I need you

But you saw all the things that I did

Wrong you have been there through

Thick and Thin I LOVE YOU more than

Anything in the world I miss you

Midnite is bright at night

Faces Everywhere

Who are you?

Where am I?

I see you every day and night

Leave me alone

Stay away

Leave me pain

Faces everywhere

Eyes of grey, blue, and green

Everywhere in the crowd

Faces everywhere

Until I go into the ground

Faces everywhere

Fog

Scared

Hurt

Can't see

Please stay with me

I need you

I love you

Heart races

Tears fall

Please stay

Until I fall

Vision blurs

Heartthrobs

Will I die in this fog?

Please stay

Don't fall

Fog falls

Please stay don't

Fall.........

I'm through

I'm done

I never want to breathe again

I guess I should thank you

You saved me

You made me last

Wishes come true

I wish I could still see you

I am blind to see

The blood of death

Thank you

You stole my light

Wait till I steal yours

You deserve what I've received

I will come for you

Why do you run?

I will catch you

Now you run