Her Duo
The moon is high in the dark sky and the wind that
carries the clouds across it is an icy cold. Snowflakes clumped
together fall with purpose as they form a thick layer of snow on the
ground. The wind carries them with an important message to deliver
all across the lonely city: winter has finally arrived for the year.
She waits on a wooden park bench practically covered
in the falling white innocence. The air has already frozen over her
skin, her cheeks and nose a rosy red. But, she has prepared for this
winter. She wears a heavy winter parka layered with long-sleeved
shirts and jackets underneath. Two pairs of thick socks clamp each
foot and with snow boots to match, she is ready to survive another
winter.
The park she inhabits alone is illuminated by a
single street lamp, enveloping her in a pale yellow light. She is
surrounded by the night's heavy darkness as well. But she is not
scared. She will not be threatened by what lurks in the dark, if
there was such a being. Instead, she entertains herself by watching
the falling souls bunch together to form silvery blankets. She lifts
her head, also covered with a hood and layers of wool hats, to watch
the stars as they dance around the moon. She smiles, and suddenly the
feeling in her cheeks revisit her for a slight moment until the
freezing air stiffens her again. She lowers her head, fixing her gaze
upon the ashen stone pathway beneath her. Cracks and dents in the
rock show clear signs of old age. The bitter breeze throws her hood
behind her.
Her ears sting, despite her hats protecting them.
She doesn't want to be out here. No, she wants to
be wrapped in the loving warmth of her Pack. Tonight was supposed to
be the night she tell the children stories of the Ordinary that she
encounter in this city. The ones who do not harbor abilities, the
Ordinary.
But she was called out by a friend, Her Duo. A
friend who she has known since their beginning. They had plans to
meet in the park, alone. But she has been waiting for hours. She is
growing impatient, but her friend is unpredictable. If she left, he
could show up and she wouldn't even know it.
I'll wait a little longer
for him.
"This better be good." She whispers, almost
inaudibly to herself. As she speaks softly, her white transparent
breath slips through her scarf and it reminds her of the monsters in
the bedtime stories she'd read to the children.
Heh, I'm a dragon.
Though she is wearing gloves she absentmindedly rubs
her hands together to create friction, but she feels no heat. Fire.
It's too cold, she can't. Do it again.
Fire. Nothing, do it
again. Fire.
She wants the flame, she wants the warmth it
provides.
She squeezes her body together, hugging herself. Her
muscles tense and she shakes at a rapid pace. She feels colder now
that she focuses her breathing on the icy gusts passing through her.
Again, she watches as the falling souls collect themselves on her and
the vacant seat next to her. She wants to lay her head on the pile of
snow sitting there with her, but her body is so stiff she cannot
move. She laughs bitterly, her lips chapping. She could die out here.
She could freeze to death. But she won't, because she has the power
to control her fate. She will not die, not until she herself is ready
to discard her vessel. She has made sure of that.
She can't feel her body, she can't feel her soul.
She is an empty furnace, no fire brews within her. She has no wood,
coal, nor spark to begin her inner fire. Just the endless waves of
wind that immobilize her.
"Maro, you bastard." She can barely form the
words to curse him, her lips are numb. This was his plan, was it not?
He knows her temper, her lack of control. This is his plan. To let
her body freeze so she can't move. Whatever he has to say to her,
it must be something she will not be pleased to hear. With that in
mind, the cold of this early winter doesn't seem to bother her
anymore. Now she waits with fury.
The tapping of shoes hitting the stone enters her
hearing and she is suddenly frightened. A silhouette appears in the
darkness slowly drawing closer to her. Who could it be? A stranger
passing by? No, it's Her Duo.
Maro.
Her fury suddenly subsides and she smiles with what
little feeling she has left in her lips, "Maro, you jerk, how long
were you going to make me wait out here?" Her words fumble in her
mouth but she knows Maro can understand her.
"Sorry, Lana. I was just trying to collect myself
before I came to meet you." His voice is low and raspy, but even
with her hearing now somewhat impaired due to the numbness, Lana can
tell that he is truly sorry. She is surprised to see that he is not
as layered with as much clothing as she is. They're Duos, their
bodies cannot handle such frigid conditions. She is almost impressed
to see him with just a wool trench coat and some gloves. He's not
even wearing a hat, he must be freezing.
He approaches Lana as if wary. He kneels down in
front of her and places his hands on her knees. He breathes deeply,
in and out. Like a dragon.
He closes his eyes and his brow furrows. His face constricts with
pain and he squeezes her knees tightly. Lana says nothing, merely
watching him with an intense gaze. So maybe
that wasn't his intention after all? He
groans softly as he grits his teeth, and suddenly she begins to feel
a flame again. Heat is coursing through her body and the numbness
fades.
Slowly, after a few moments, the grip he has on her
knees relaxes. His face still shows signs of pain. Blood begins to
drip from his nose and he struggles to get back on his feet. He opens
his eyes and they are glazed over. He wipes the blood away, leaving a
dried splotch under his nose.
"You can move now." He says through labored
breaths. Lana again says nothing, she stares at him with such
intensity it makes Maro uncomfortable. "What is it?"
"Why did you force yourself to produce heat? You
barely have any now." She doesn't want to sound like she's
scolding him, but it just slips out that way. She is right, though.
Maro is freezing just like her, he has little to no flame left inside
his core. He has given the majority of his to her own. Maro's
expression exposes his shame and fatigue. He says nothing at first
but when he wants to speak, Lana cuts him off as she changes the
subject, "Never mind that, what was so important that you made me
wait out here?" This time when she speaks her fury from before is
evident. Again Maro is silent, Lana can see he's collecting his
words to form an excuse.
"I'm sorry." He apologizes, his eyes narrow and
he looks away from her. That's all he can
say? I'm sorry? Lana sighs with clear
annoyance, but she grins and her anger yet again escapes her. She
shouldn't be so hard on him, after all he's finally here, and
she's not alone anymore.
She lifts herself from the park bench leaving an
apparent indentation of where she sat. Maro flinches and when she
sees this she laughs. Without a word, she walks towards him and wraps
her arms around his torso. Again Maro flinches, but with ginger
movements, he wraps one arm around her waist and another around her
shoulders. He cradles her head with his hand and she buries her face
in the nape of his neck. The warmest place on
his body. He squeezes her tightly and does
the same, to which Lana is taken aback. She can feel his body shake
within her embrace, and she knows it isn't because of the cold.
He's crying.
Was she too brash? Or is he just worried? Lana is
unsure. It is unusual to see Maro express such an emotion. He never
cries in front of anyone, despite his disposition.
She tries to pull away but his hold on her is strong.
Where is this all coming from? She has no idea. She feels scared.
Something must be wrong if Maro is acting like this. Before she can
speak, he begins to leave kisses all over her face. When she looks up
at him, his expression is similar to when he was giving her his heat.
He is in pain, and it must be what he was feeling earlier.
"Maro, what's wrong?" Her voice echoes deep
concern and he kisses her furiously. Her cheeks, her forehead, her
hair, her nose, the top of her head, they are all covered with kisses
and tears. When he stops, he pulls away just enough for their eyes to
meet. With her thumbs she wipes tears from under his eyes. He opens
his mouth to say something but quickly takes it back. His brow
furrows again and guilt is clearly shown in his eyes.
"I have to leave the city, Lana." Maro finally
chokes out. He cringes, expecting a full blown argument to burst out
of her, but she is silent. She watches him with a blank stare.
"Is that what you wanted to talk about?" Her
voice becomes quiet. She can't comprehend this. She wants to scream
but the urge doesn't come. Her throat tightens and it almost
suffocates her.
He can't leave. She won't allow this. They're
Duos, they can't live without each other. Despite his tight grip,
she pulls away from Maro's embrace and he does not stop her. She
backs away a few feet from where he stands. The chill of the night is
the least of her concerns.
Her voice cracks as she asks him, "Why are you
leaving?"
"They've found me..." He says this with such
fear it stuns her. They found him. They found him.
They found him!
"How did they find you?! What did you do?!" Lana
can't catch herself. She is fuming. And it's clear to her that
she has definitely frightened Maro. His body stiffens as he hangs his
head and stares at his fancy dress shoes covered in snow. Damnit!
She can't stand it when he does that. When he shuts himself down.
He tries to cope with her rage by pretending he doesn't see it. He
only listens.
Tears glaze over her eyes as
she bares her canines. "Tell me now, Maro! Tell me! Make me
understand how our efforts to stay hidden have just gone down the
drain! Go on! Explain yourself!"
"I was being careless when it happened. I wasn't
thinking about the Pack or old man Soyer!" He fires back, "I
didn't want an innocent civilian getting killed for harboring our
kind! They were being wrongfully accused!"
Now it's Lana who is silent. She is baffled. Maro
is screaming at her. Maro, the timid boy who shows no other emotions
besides shyness and happiness, is screaming at her. Even he himself
seems startled by what he has just done. It slips out. She can sense
that he hasn't meant to come off as angry. It is her fault, she set
him off. They're both stressed and tense, they can't think
straight.
He is whimpering now. Maro doesn't like to raise
his voice, especially in front of Lana. She knows this. They share
thoughts, sensations, emotions, and memories. She knows everything
about Maro. And he knows everything about her. They are Duos after
all. They were once one body. They shared a beginning. They even
share Flame. That is their combined ability. That's what makes them
partners. Their personalities contradict each other's, they're
the complete opposite of one another. Yet the relationship they have
is stable and loving.
Many Duos with contradicting characteristics like
them don't last long in their field of work and end up dying
because of it. Lana and Maro are one of the luckier ones that have
managed, and Lana is always thankful to have Maro. Without him, she
can lose herself and destroy her body with no control. Without Maro,
her fate is decided. That's why she needs him with her. He can't
leave.
"I may have to-" Maro pauses, never looking up
from his shoes. "-I may have to take refuge at the island for a
period of time, just so things die down." Lana shoots him a blazing
glare. Though Maro can't see it, he feels it. It sends tremors down
his spine.
"No!"
In her mind, Lana sounds like a spoiled child
getting her toy taken from her. She is the dominant one in their
Duoship after all. She takes action. She wants everything to go her
way. She deserves it. She deserves to be happy. The Pack does too. If
Maro leaves, their happiness will dissipate and will be replaced with
fear and paranoia. She can't let that happen.
But if she stops Maro, if she forces him to stay
despite his crime, that would also mean putting the Pack's life in
danger. They will all have to go to the island. But the children want
to live among the Ordinary. They want to grow around the Ordinary's
customs. That's what they want. They themselves want to be
Ordinary.
But sadly, Ordinaries don't respect their kind. In
fact, they fear them. They fear them so much that they create these
things to hunt them and kill them. Maro, he protected an Ordinary in
vein. Lana knows this, and he knows this. If those monsters find out
who they are, then they can't stay in the city. They will have to
go where all the others have gone.
The island.
It's a far off land where many of their kind have
retreated to. In a way, it's more like exile. That is their
punishment for something they cannot control. For something that
happens beyond their own comprehension. It is
a disease. It is the only way for the
Ordinary to truly except their existence, even though they want their
kind dead.
"The Duos. The true monsters of the world!"
Duos began existing three decades ago. They began to
show up out of nowhere and no one knows why. They are a great mystery
that no one can solve. So to compensate, the Ordinary condemn them.
Many try to live in the city despite the public hatred. Though, some
die or are forced to immigrate to the island. Those that do survive
in the city become a part of local Packs. That's the only way to
live.
Packs are simple groups that harbor Duos and usually
consist of a Pack Leader and tens upon hundreds of members. There are
a few hundreds that hide themselves in the city. And because Duos can
blend in so well with the Ordinary, the monsters have a hard time
finding them. But now Maro was detected. He saved an Ordinary, and
now that monster could be looking for him right now.
Lana has no choice. But she doesn't want to accept
it.
"Maro if you leave, the Pack dies. I'll die."
Maro lifts his head. His tears have gone dry, but his eyes scream
fear as he stares at Lana. He forgot about their bond. Lana senses
this. She realizes that Maro hasn't thought his little plan all the
way through. Which means he has to seek help from her, as well as Old
Man Soyer.
They will have to tell the Pack of their departure to
The Island.
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