Finding our way

Running always running, never turning back, never caring who it's hurting as it is me That hurts the most, the thought of being so close to someone else causes unimaginable pain,
The brutality of my past combine with hope and dread and shame,
Do I take a chance at last my torched life demands,
Are you worth the risk or should I run again?

Always hurting, always feeling, always running free, now a chance to be myself, and live my life long dream,
And what is this, this yearning feeling deep within my heart, and how can it be, upon first meeting you that my mind is changing plans,
My life was set in loneliness my heart a broken mess and in one day you, stripped the barriers bare,
My heart is ice no more, but what to feel and how to care is tearing me apart.

The chance to run has long since gone, the swirling whirlpool of emotion drives me further in, I try to stop and catch my breath but I'm clearly in too deep,
Souring highs and expectation never seem to end, how I ask can so much change in just 2 weeks of knowing you,
You called me angel from the start, you say you love me it's all to fast,
My life and heart spiral out of control, I'm barely holding on, my head is spinning, my heart is racing still wanting to run but unable to break Free.

Just please no lies and slow it down I'm not the fool I used to be, no rushing in with dread and fear, but taking time to share and care, to know and feel, to see and live, to dream and love for real. Keep it real and keep it fair, my hearts still spiralling out of control, my head steps in and thought returns,
You have your chance to prove yourself, to prove your worth and true intent, I have no strength to run again my hand in yours we'll find our way.