Slices,,, small slices cut

Everytime i close my eyes,,,, i hear all voices.
Everytime i want to forget, i remember everything in detail, followed by pain feeling on my chest.
Do you know how it feels? Missing something and you never know if you'll be able to get back again, or meet again, or see somebody again.
U could just remember the memories, good or bad, doesnt matter before, that you hate it so much, or doesnt matter before that you love it so much,,,
All just sparks in my chest, create painfull feeling.
And eventhough i tried to forget everything.
Why its gotta be like this?! I hate this feeling.