Today's, I have plenty

Today's, I've had plenty.
Mistakes a many.
My thoughts flow constantly
With ifs and could of been
I play pretend.
Mud pies,
dirty hands,
teary eyes.
I'm such a flawed individual
Raising multiples.
Slightly different.
Needing love an validation.
With each my mind ponders.
Remembering the things I needed as a child.
Giving my all to make them learn with a smile.
Knowing one day I will have to let go.
Hoping I have instilled a strength of self love, Worthiness, acceptance and forgiveness in them.