Intro to a working concept

intro to: CONCEPT OF EXISTANCE
To the point,at birth we have no awarness of a 'beginning' nor any concept of the idea we must come from something,we just are.It is only thru being taught ideas do we begin to gain understanding of 'alive'.In this,I ponder the thought that just as there is that blank of awareness in the beginning,wouldnt there be a blank within the end?
We know we are alive after being thought the idea of life,but before, we are just 'poof' as it is ment to be.So as we come to know the facts of life,such as growing old and death,we are aware we are dieing,but my concept is,we will not have the ability to comprehend we are dead,hence,just as you fall asleep and wake up in what feels like a second,an afterlife isnt nothing more then another start.
I am exploring this idea,using what science knows of our make up,as well as popular belief systems also looking into the functions of the brain.In no way am I attempting to discredit any aspect of religion,however,I have questioned the unknown and pondered since I was a child,and now I will put it together if only for my own thoughts.
I will be pursuing this concept, next will come some vary interesting facts and points to this concept,just takes time. EDGE