I'm so sorry

I'm so sorry for walking away, and causing you pain that's stained with the blood of yesterday
I'm so sorry for taking pieces of your heart, and ripping them apart, and stabbing them with fiery darts
I thought I was doing the right thing, in falling for you, knowing that you would love me as much as I loved you
I thought we could have it all, the world would be ours, but I caused you to fall, you gave me your all
I regret meeting you, in walking away and facing my mistakes of yesterday, I forsake love true
I mourn knowing, you deserved better than me, that I now see, please forgive me, for my heart showing
Could have walked away, that day, meeting you without your number two, but I had to stay
Could have said goodbye, prevented watching you cry, but I couldn't lie that I loved you, I wanted to try
Hope in no pain one day, for you, is all I can do, while the scars barely fade whilst I forget that I'm sane
Hope in lost memories, I desire to be forgotten to you, if its all you can do, to prevent being hurt by my tendencies
Us, is it no more? forever... I'm thinking so.