Decalogue - story of a modern man

I.

I am the LORD your GOD.

You shall worship the LORD you GOD and only HIM shall you serve.

Now, after all these years, when I look back, I am not able to remember time in a womb anymore. I forgot promises of my childhood, those made by my ancestors. I left my innocence and I stepped on a field of Commerce. I threw my heart into a jaws of illusive loves. My fists learned anger, my mouth tasted wine and profanity.
I am climbing then, walking on steps of life, meeting gods.
Blind.
Uncertain.