Should I give you a chance

Should I give you a chance?
I ask you should I give you a second chance?
You made promise but you didn’t keep your words
It’s hard to believe you again
Even though part of me want to trust you
But I am scary you may broke my heart again
I ask should I give you chance
But I also ask by given you another chance
will I get back what I lost
Will I get back my love
Will I will be able to find happiness again
Will my broken heart heal and accept to love again
I ask again should I give a chance?
But if you give you a chance
Will my red eyes be at rest
Will I be able to trust anyone again
Will my day be a bright day
Will I sleep a night, or work a day without you in my mind
I ask should I give you a chance?
But I also ask what will I gain from it
Will it only hurt me?
Or will it bring back what I have losted?
By giving you a chance will it heal the old memories?
I ask should I give you a chance?
But I also ask why I would I risk myself to be destroyed again?
Why will I give you a chance to do what you did all over again?
Why would I be fool enough to put my trust in your hands?
So you can just throw it on my face.
I ask should I give you a chance?
But why now I have waited long enough just to see if you could just come back
Wishing that everything was just a dream
But I realized I have turned the reality into a dream
Just, so I would had to deal the fact that you played with my heart.
I ask should I give you chance
But why when I moved on with my life?
Why when I have everything?
Why when I just started standing on my own two feet?
Why bother to come back now and destroyed what I have build?
I ask should I give you a chance
Why when I have gone too far?
Why when I can not come back even if I want to?
Why now?
Why not when I thought everything was just a dream?
I ask should I give you chance?
But not now you come too late
Too late for me to forget everything
Too late for me to trust you again
Too late everything to be the same
I ask should I give you chance
But no I can not give a chance
Is too late for that But not too late to forgive you
I can only get close to enough to forgive you
But not close enough that you can destroy me again.
I ask you I give you a chance
But I also say no no chances.