"Friends"

"Friend's" like you are a dime a dozen,
     And I have far too many...
Smiles don't light up your face, and depth?
    You don't have any...

Transparent is the color of your eyes, 
your dismal soul is ugly...
Beyond the nose on your face,
there is a world you disregard smugly...

I've tried to gain perspective,
    and see shit from your shoes...
Honestly, I can't fathom,
    relating to your views...

Believe me I don't trust you,
     I never will, in fact...
Because you've done me dirty,
    And stabbed me in the back...

How can you keep track,
    Of all the lies you spew???
I suppose it's relatively easy,
When spewing lies is all you do...

I deeply regret sharing with you,
   My darkest, inner demons...
God I wish your mother,
   would have swallowed your dads semen...

Now that it's finally off my chest,
    There's one thing left to do...
Consider you my enemy, 
    And embrace "friends"
who are true.

Heidi Shavill
2016