Closed the Door

I locked the door to my heart today
not because I don't love you but
because I love me.
I give you all I can,
I want so badly to give you more
but I realize its possible worth more to me
than it is to you.
I've spent my entire life trying to win
peoples love and care.
Today I choose to love myself,
I may not be the best choice but
I am a great choice.
I'll love you for always and
I'll miss you forever.
Forever I'll remain your's
I'll just do it silently until
you decide you want it the same.
Forever Benny's Girl