Voices

The voices in my head
Say they wish I was dead
Drowning my sorrows
I think of tomorrow
Will it get better or will it be worse?
Why oh why was I blessed with this curse?
I let them ruin my life
I even left my future wife
Death is coming sure enough
Because life was just never enough
Darkness consumes my mind
I feel myself unwind
I'm losing it all
As I crash and fall
Surrounded by tears
And all of my fears
They start to play out
This is what life is about
I look around
Nothing but pain to be found
Kissing razor blades
The pain starts to fade
I'm finally leaving
I'm sorry to those grieving
As I take my last breath
I whisper how sorry I am that I left
I truly am a waste of space
But now no one will see my face