Should I miss you?

Thinking of you, missing you
These days I noticed I started thinking of you
I stop for a moment and immediately plunge into dreaming.
Where are you now, how are you?
I wonder do you still remember me?
Do you think of me sometimes?
I close my eyes and see you.
I hug you in my thoughts
I feel your warmth, your hands, I am touching them, touching your hair.
I should not do it without your permission, I know.
But it makes me feel alive
It awakens me.
I want it to be mutual.
Only in the morning I was glad thinking I have taken you out of my conscious.
And now it is all gone. My heart is longing for you.
You are here again in my heart
And i feel alive, life got colors, senses, emotions, taints.
I miss you like crazy.
I am thrilled dreaming of your “hello”.
I wonder if you still remember me...
28.11.17