Because Of You (poem)

I fake a smile
That goes on for miles
They smile back
I am on track
I cry when im alone
Basically my home
My mom hates me
I'm not meant to be
Why am I here?
Sheading every tear
Do you not hear me?
Please I'm on my knees
Will you help?
Do I stay and yelp?
I've fallen
My heart is swollen
It's hurt
And burnt
No one cares
Bring on the flares
Burn my body
It's all bloody
You hear me cry
Do you want me to die?
Am i a mistake?
Is this not my place?
I pour my heart out
I better watch out
Is death my friend?
Is this the end?
All this suffering
Finally ending?
Thats a lie
I cannot die
He watches my pain
This is his gain
I hate this game
Always the same
He see's me
Watching me bleed
I want to end it
I don't want to be hit
Is it over?
I have no lover
I need love
As soft as a dove
Yet i am in the ground
Trapped in a pound
I need affection
I have depression
He's not even sorry
Doesn't even worry
Is this me?
What can't i see?
Am i not human?
A young woman?
Do i need help?
Do i just sit and yelp?
Will it end?
No love you send
"Dont be mad"?
I'm sad
This is my story
Isn't it lovely?