God is Dead?

I open your eyes. I am alive. Darkness is consuming the very essence of me and is being eaten. I cannot see anything in sight, i cannot feel anything under my feet, no breeze, nothing. Where am i? Who am i? Why? Why? Why? So many questions ramble in my head. Darkness, oh darkness, why am i here in this burning abyss? I scream out, nothing. Not even a echo, no ringing in my ears. There is a light, is this heaven? It gets brighter, it is not white, it is hellish, red, more red than anything in all of existance. The burning of hate so undescribable radiates off said object. It is a being. God, maybe? No. Its walking your direction, on this invisable floor on its own ground. Its getting hotter, the heat is coming from the only other thing here besides you, it feels like the sun. What is the sun? What are these things? The tapping of quiet but heavy feet are close, step after step it gets closer and soon is a foot away from you. The heat is unbearable and burning your skin, your eyes scorched from the light of its small, glowing orange horns and a bright light behind it. Its eyes burn of a thousand suns, staring at you, completely red, red as all hate and anger. It is in a cloak, grey, or at least grey to the dark of the abyss. “Child of The Void” it speaks. The voice ringing in your ears like its in your head, everywhere is the voice. Get out. Get out. Get out. “You Are Here To Suffer, Just as I Have.” Get out get out “You Were made as Demon And Made From Blood Of God, Hellish Creature, Be Damned To Live Forever In Your Own Pity.” i cant believe this.. “Given Knowlege, Suffer For All Eternity” it reaches out, grabbing my neck and burning my skin, i feel it peeling and changing. Its hands so big it wraps around my neck with ease, choking me, killing me. Why am i here? Made just to be destroyed? Why? I grab its arm with my hands hoping for remorse, my hands frying and burning, i squeeze trying to move its arm. I cant move. The grip tighter and tighter, burning me ever more. Soon, i close my eyes, the abyss and light gone, i scream and i feel tears running down. It hurts.now I am no more.

I open my eyes, a bright light radiating from my left. laying down, on a soft substance, bed, what is that? My head is foggy, my vision blurred and distorted. Was that but a dream? You only remember the painful experience of what little memory is left, thinking about it makes my head throb, pounding against the side of my head. Distortion vanishing, there is a window, The curtain only open enough to let a small amout of the burning light through. The sound of people walking and beeping start to arise. You are in a hospital, the bed is suddenly not as comfortable anymore. I look arounnd see my feet sticking out of the thin blanket, theyre freezing and you tuck them in. You look at what remains as the rest of your body, hands and armswrapped tightly with fabrics, almost too tight. You can gladly move your fingers, that are whishfully free of the material, though burned and torn, looks like they are healed enough to not wrap. You look closer at them and the skin is peeled off, skin almost literally falling and slumping off. Skin underneath remarkably has grown back underneath though the dead skin blooded and, of course, coming off. Before more inspection a very tall figure walks in, a woman appears and in a moment is looking at you “oh, hello! I am Dr.Shepherd, i am your doctor.. well.. have been for several weeks” she is a light blue, eyes a rich gold and orange, little antennas popping out of her head. Dr.Shepherd makes her way to the side of the bed her heels clopping, she is soon sitting on a nearby chair that is awkwardly a few inches too high. She leans over and her huge jugs sag down by the weight of themselves, and also being slightly smushed by her push up bra that is a size too small making them spill out. shes wearing a shirt that goes down to a V neck and you cant help but look. Of course you glance back up to meet her face. “How are you feeling?” You manage to half a smile, not quite able to make words yet. “Mhm..” Dr.Shepherd pulls herself in closer to you “i see.. well, if you are feeling well enough you are able to walk around your room, but be careful because you havent walked around in a long time. Theres a wheelchair and if you need anything else the office is just out your door or you can press that red button” she hints the way of both. “ theres a bathroom in your room, the only door, and if you are REALLY feeling that good, you can stroll the halls for a while” she hears a disturbance outside, and suddenly jolts up, her tits giggle up and down, they are so mesmerizing, i cant help but to stare at her Double Ds bounce and strain under her small tight shirt. Shes staring at something out the door. What am i thinking? Im the patient and my.. “uh..” she sounds disgruntled, i look up to her staring at me, her face is a light pink and mine turns almost completely red.
“Oh uh.. i-“ thats all i could get out of my raspy voice before she smiles and says “anyway, your arms should be healed enough to take a shower and do all that if you are careful, ill check up in 30 minutes” she gets up, embarrassed, and walks out the door, Dr.Shephers ass sway as she walks out. Lust. Lust flows through my whole body. Something in your brain lusts for something, almost a abnormal amount. You get up, my shoulders and back are sore from laying in bed for who knows how long. Standing up is almost a chore, your feet drag on the floor while you make your way to the bathroom. Opening the door, a fan loudly blows in the bathroom and you can feel a draft. You walk in and look at yourself, dark brown, almost black hair, just long enough to put into a small bun. Your skin a dark, purplish fuchsia, almost sparkling. You dont quite have a beard, just kind of a light tone of one, with a slender feminine-like face. Purple rings hang under your eyes even though youve been sleeping for what feels like a eternity. You unwrap your hands and arms, scared and darkened, forever stained just like along with your neck. Your neck burdened with the silhouette of its hand, looks exactly like it was gripped around you, scared for however more. You start to rememeber. Slowly, slowly. Get out. Your horns small, cut flat on top, theyll grow back. Your demonic ears twitch as you shake the thoughts from your head as you take the gown off and simply turn on the shower hot enough to steam. You lust still, thinking about Dr.Shepherds big tits and bouncing ass. You look down and you notice a huge, throbbing erection. Your cock pulses and it thrusts upwards and bobs a couple times, you feel the strong urge to tame the sensation. Its veins popping out of your 5 inch cock, though smaller its thickness is a almost a inch and a half. You sit on the lid of the toilet and for a second watch your cock groan for satisfaction. You wrap the shaft with your right hand and slowly go up and down. Not good enough, more. More. You give into the urge to lust and just go fast, slightly thrusting in the air. You think back to your doctor and think about her bare tits in your face, it just makes you want to fuck her in this very bathroom. You moan out loud and tilt your head up just as your about to cum, you start to thrust faster and close your eyes and- you hear the door slam open just as you unleash you massive load all over yourself, 4 fat loads of cum shoot out, as you look at your doctor walks in you are there helpless as you cum and hide your pleasure. You didnt lock the door. She walks in and closes the door behind you,she gets right to business and instantly takes off her clothes and her boobs pop out. Fuck. You look down and your cock is soft from just cuming. I look back up and theres a 9 inch cock in my face, not what i was expecting. She simply says “get to work” i start trying to suck her massive cock, only getting about 4 inches in and chocking. “Rub your little fucking cock” i start rubbing near the tip and it feels so good, i still continue to shove her cockin my throat until she gives me a involentary shove on the back of my head “fucking slut, soon you will be taking my whole cock up your little ass” with ease she flips me over and bends me down, holding my head and pulling my hair. Your fantasy of you fucking her soon fades to wanting her huge cock in you, you wave your little ass back and forth. Dr. Shepherd has no hesitation on raming it in my tight asshole, making me squeal, she rams it all the way in and out and fucks me like a little whore. Barely 4 minutes in i cum and it shoots all over the floor and where im standing, she looks at me disapprovingly “have you never bedn fucked before?” She pulls harder on my hair “little slut doesnt get fucked enough?” Her pelvis slaps against my ass. Inside her pager rings and she stops 6 inches deep “mmm.. looks like ill have to finish this later..” she slides out, leaving my gaping asshole for show. She puts on her clothes and slips into the beyond outside the bathroom. I contemplate what happened, should i report that? No, i really enjoyed the newrly rape that has unfolded. You feel the sin crawl under my skin and i shiver, what a lustful feeling, unusual and all-powerful. Unholy. You stand up, legs shivering like a baby deer and get in the shower, scrubbing the decaying skin from your arms leaving mere scars. Healed after that? You cant believe your eyes. Thinking about everything all at once, why? Who am i? Why am i doing fine after seaveral weeks in the hospital? I should be bed ridden but instead the most i feel is a pounding headache. Putting on my used, slightly dirty gown, i make my way outside of my room. Walking feels odd, the cold of the floor seeping into your feet, the slap of your bare skin, all new but known. Nurses staring, everyone stops just as soon as you walk out. Oh no. They all stare, all eyes locked on you like youre the solo to a play. Your ears pinch back flat to your skull as the headache only seems to be getting worse. All the nurses seem to be pilling around and examining your arms, grabbing and prodding as the hot breaths beat against your skin as how close they are. I want to get away, its hard to see and so overwhelmed theres a urge bursting out but a simple swallow manages to keep the feeling down. Soon i finally, frantically burst out and rush away, probably not a good option but you run off the long distant halls of the hospital. Feet slapping and echoing off the ground and floor, you dont even know where your running to, but soon push a door open and instantly blinding by all-giving sun above, eyes burning like eggs in a frying pan as you frantically barge back inside.