The boy

I met a boy, who's head seemed so broken
I tired my best, but my words were left unspoken
My heart is now gone, for it is stolen
In his chest, I'm now awoken

I try so hard not to see the possibilities
But there's just too much similarities
If I show affection
My heart will consider it deception
So I'll just sit here, in my isolation

Afraid whether or not to mention
Coz I know it'll cause tension
Wish I could go to another dimension
Or maybe perhaps to redemption
But my heads got me thinking about assassinations

Surprised he saw through my façade
The fake me, that I've made
Which took so long to barricade
Surprised he cared, about my pain
Never thought I'd see the day, I'd become sane
How I wish we could dance together, in the rain
Wondering if these emotions are for an unknown personal gain

Although the boy I met won't admit, but he's nice and kind
If only he'd let me inside his mind
I'm sure I'll get the answers, I seek so hard to find
Or maybe it's just me, being blind
I'm sure all my thoughts will soon diminish
But there's certain feelings, I can distinguish
And there's fire brewing inside my heart, that I can't extinguish

If only he knew
That some of the stuff I say, is true
But somehow he's always there when I'm down and blue
Ready to start something new
Always making me laugh, as if on cue
He intrigues me
He inspires me

To be better than I can be
The goodness of his influence
So welcomed and fine
He tempts me, to make him mine
His beauty shines through, inside and out
What I feel for him, continues to mount

He is my fascination
And the realization
That stirs all kinds of sensations
He is better than my imagination
And I want to show him my appreciation
He now holds the key

To my heart
From the very start
I don't know how to move apart
Have I mentioned
He always has my attention
With his vibrant style
That always makes me smile

I am so interested
And too much invested
In this thing
That's more than a fling
I can't wait to see
Where it leads, this wonderful ride
That's just him and me
Going back and forth
Like the beautiful Sea tide

Falling in love with him
Wasn’t part of my plan
But I have no regrets
I wonder if I can call him my man
He's strong and tough
Sometimes a little rough
But his tenderness with me
Is more than enough

So to express my love
In a different way
This is my love, to confess
The only way
For him to hear, what he wants me to say...