BLUE CALAMUS

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Chapter 2


BLUE CALAMUS'S

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I know you will never understand what I am trying to tell you. It is resting inside my mind and my mind is unrested. My insanity have ruled me over and the only thing I want to see right now is the eyes of my most beautiful thing, the blue Calamus. There are reasons for everything to happen, and behind every urge I keep inside me, I get weaker for that moment. The blue color that I like the most, even over the black I trust, gets fainted and the joy I never had in me, gets unborned. I will never tell her the truth, about the Blue Calamus. There is no life of mine beyond this painting. If I complete this potrait all over, I will die. and my sins will get no land to live.







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