Life's Struggle

Life is in total confusion.
Nothing is ever clear.
My mind is blank,
I can't see clearly,
My vision is fading,
My thoughts are failing me,
My actions are worst.
Tired from the late nights.
Never thought that life would become different,
Now my life has changed.
Never had I thought that my emotions would be wiped clean,
but now they are and I am trying to gain them back.
No matter how hard I try,
I keep on failing into pushing out the darkness.
My life is now in a spin,
trying to push away all negativity,
but I soon realize that I was too late.
For it has taken over,
I must now try to control it and always resist.
Sure enough there is only a certain amount of time,
Until it gets back its reign.
There is always a constant struggle inside my self,
A struggle for the control of my mind.
A struggle that shall go on into eternity.
Written down like the epics of the ancients.
To be lost then found again repeatedly.
But like Pandora's box, there shall always be hope that I shall prevail.{/center}