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THE FREE


I remember this mistake like it was yesterday. It was 3Q i had no work and im on my way to another boring english class. I see him walking towards me. He passes me. I called behind him and say "hey we have english"
He responded "no its a free she is out today im going to the sci wing you wanna come"

We walked towards to sci wing and there was a fimilar closest when we walk. We headed to the back stairs which was secluded. I texted marsha and she was out sick. I aked him "hey wheres jonny"
He said "not here yet uhh idk really know where he is"

We sat there in eachothers company. It was akward but nice not being alone. The funny thing about having a secret is that when your with your secret, nothing seems to matter. But when your not with them the only that matters is keeping them a secret.

Sitting there i wondered why we were afriad to tell people. Probably beucase we were afraid to expose ourselves. Afriad of valunbility. I wish we had told people. We missed our window. You can't tell people way after something happens.

Together in each others company I wondered if he felt this energy. It was sutile but yet intense.

He stood up and began to gather his stuff. I did the same. I was about to open the door when pulled me in and gave a soft, warm kiss. We looked each other in the eyes, for a moment. then we left the stairwell. We never talked about because his eyes told me everything i needed to know.