From and where I stand

"From where I stand"
After my life has which now has crumbled,
Later a little further down the line in life ,
I also no longer stayed a mother,
An everything for me started to begin to struggle,
"From where I stand"
I somehow to everyone a bother,
Always a constant battle one right after the other,
But in my eyes I'm the gentless friendliness lover,
When it come to both family and friendships,
"From where I stand"
I'm doing everything that I can,
To be better than,I was then,
When it comes to it I have no friends,
Now my entire world is upside down,
I feel so alone in a crowded town,
"From where I stand"
I force myself to to smile,
Even if I haven't been happy in a while,
I stand up to my fears,
An push back my tears,
Cause "from where I stand"nobody really even cares,
"That's where I stand"