Written at a time when my heart was too heavy to contimplate forgiveness. Its healed now. |
Did I even stand a chance against your cruel intent? At a time that I was weak your pursuit did not relent. I needed time to heal my wounds The wounds the world had left in me, Instead you came and you made certain that you were all that I could see. And when you had me in your web designed to keep me there, You used my heart against me Then left me in despair. My mind is my worst enemy when it comes to you. When you used your wicked tongue to make me think I was untrue. And as you changed to the sweet face, Angelic as I had first seen. My heart would melt and I'd forget The devil that had been. How do you succeed in this deceit over my soul? When I see the way you lie, how your heart's as dark as coal. I wish I could escape the trap that you had set before, And run before your claws could sink into my very core. Its said that over time anything can be overcome, But I've no hope of getting over This damage you have done. Every time that you've hurt me You'd have me think I was to blame, And though I knew you lied, your voice within me'd remain Flesh wounds would heal better than these cuts you've left inside. From your voice I cannot run. From your words I cannot hide. Every word meant to wound, did something worse with every breath, The love I gave to you with hope, Had been turned from life to death. |