No excuses

Why do I care so much to always be so dependent on another person?
Why do I always feel the need to be involved WITH someone?
Why can’t I be alone?
What’s so bad about it?
I’ll tell you what, NOTHING.
I love relaxing, ALONE
I enjoy peacefully not having to deal with anyone
So why the hell can’t I do it?
Why am I so afraid to seriously sit down and write and jump start my dreams?
Why?
What am I afraid of?
I mean, nothing’s going to happen if I don’t get off my ass and do something about my goals
What do I have to lose?
Why is being loved by someone else more important than my wants and dreams?
It is absolutely the hell not
Stop making excuses and follow your dreams because you can’t count on them to keep you driven
Stop letting the idea of love get in the way of life goals
It’s not worth it, my dear