Why Its You..?

Everytime I keep myself busy with things I do....
But when I stop why I still think of you....?

For others i am rude.. The one with heavy attitude..
But when im with you.. Why im soo childish..?

I always used to go by rules..
But when its about you.. Why it dont matter to me anymore...?

I don't want to share anything with anyone...
But when you ask for anything...Why I feel like its part of me asking for a thing..?

For future I have decided everything to do and everything to dont...
But why my everything ends with you..?
Why you appears in my every goal...?

I am the laziest... Who doesn't like to get up..
But when it comes about you..Why i was there a little early?

I decided to sleep early..
But why i ended up saying you GN at 3 am....?

I always hate when anyone comments about me...
But why i always waiting for your comment?
Why i always cared about your opinion abt me...?

I was the one who dont believe in GOD...
But why i always pray for you?
Why i ask your well wishes..?

Generally when we close our eyes.. We cant see anything...
But when i close my eyes.. Why you appears there...?
Why you shine there?

I was the with no hobbies...
But recently i have discovered one...
N why its was you?
Why..?
Why..?
Why you?