Together again

Together again

Bare words
Naked emotions
I don't understand human feelings
These long nights
Searching and surfing
For something
That I do not understand
Thinking and wondering
'Can someone convey life's meaning'
What am I searching
All is lost
I am lost
But something inside tells me I'm found
But who found me?
Because I lost myself trying to find somebody
Did that person lose themselves too
There are moments where I feel calm
Then days on end where I feel mad
Insane and drunk on air
I don't understand what's happening
I wish to write before I can forget
Why can't I remember my past?
What have I done there that now everyone fears me
Tell me your memories of then
Maybe then I can open my chest and mind
Maybe try to put me together again