no title yet hurt

you may never read this this much is true
I feel ashamed of hurting you
to walk away with out a word,
I think to much , I spend to much time in my head
no can hurt me the way you can
I,ve never told you and I need to talk

thinking of you makes me happy and blue
I can not help but love you
it,s deep inside me and that's no lie
I close my eyes and see you face
I light up and heat comes to my face

IF ANYONE ELSE CALLES ME CHEAP OR LAZY ,there words roll off of me like water from a ducks back
but you words hurt , and if I talked to you about it ,maybe they were not ment to hurt, I became to tell myself you did not even like me.
,and I even imaged you telling me to get lost, If only I talked to you about my feeling and thoughts . things would be different, INSTEAD I left and hurt us, IT is all my fault,