noTHING IS WRONG...IM FINE

Broken, thats the term most of them use.

Lost, bewildered, confused, angry, non-committal....all adjectives they try to describe me and my life to no end.

Starved as a child, attention seeking as an adult, was there ever really truly a way to win without losing?

I should have done...was supposed to have...could have and would have but noone answered my cries for help when i needed them most...not a one of you.

Eternal victim, little boy who cries wolf, deserved and served what was coming to me via my spouse.

Anxiety riddled, consistently socially disconnected and awkward.

This is but a shell of what I was and now where I sit.....alone....broken..

Thats the term most of them use.