Negativity.

Lethargic- A word that I use to describe,
The moment I awake, the second I open my eyes.
Cringy, worthless, and alone- adjectives too familiar to me,
All are words I despise, and try so hard not to be.

I dwell in negative thoughts,
Drowning each and every time.
A room so empty and dark,
Became this mind of mine.

A smile I stick on my face,
The morning before I leave.
Only to remove as soon as night hits,
As soon as it's only me.