BACA Clinic Terror

What will they do?
What will they say?
Will they take E.D.’s power away?

Are they more powerfull than him?
Does the jerk in my head stand a chance?
Do I thank them in advance?

Will I ever have normal food amounts?
Will the doctors there help me through
All these fears of food old and new?

Will they laugh me out the door?
When they see me will they throw me away?
Or will they help me find a way?

So many questions in my head!!
All these thoughts swirling around,
Make me feel like I’m being drowned!!!!

Calories here and more over there!!!!
They’re everywhere closing in on me,
Even water puts on a pound or three!

It is all so terrifying right now,
But I know I need to get healed
By the BACA clinic who powers wield!!

I can’t just give up on life.
I have so many who love and care.
To die would hurt them… I wouldn’t dare.

So I will keep fighting this huge battle,
Remembering that there’s always hope
Of me recovering… so I’ll cope.