Bitter

You make me bitter,
You make me hate.
I never wanted this,
I never asked for this.
Your lies sucked me in
And I believed them,
Like flies drawn to honey covered shit.
You make me feel stupid.
Stupid for believing,
Stupid for trying,
Stupid for caring,
Stupid for knowing I would do it
All again. Every. Bit.
I want to forget.
Forget you. Forget your touch.
Forget the way you made me
Feel like I was everything.
You said you hated me.
But not until after you said you loved me.
You said you cared.
And then you said you don’t care about anyone.
I hope you’re happy.
But I also hope you think of me.
I hope you remember what you did.
I hope she does too.