The beginning of Susie 01

I was a young boy aged 5 years old on the verge of turning 6, I lived in a small village with a population of around 3,000 people, it was a seaside village and surrounded by countryside which included a couple of rivers that were about 1hours walk away, you could say that it was the perfect place to grow up,

I'd just spent the last year at nursery school so I knew some of the other boys and girls for when we started primary school which was only a few days away,

The morning arrived to start school, my mum dressed me in my new school uniform and we set off to walk the short distance to school,
there were mothers and kids everywhere all heading towards school,
I was nervously excited about what the day would bring, all the new kids were guided to a large hall where we all said our goodbyes to our mother's or fathers,
we sat down and the headmaster said a few words to us all before our names were read out and allocated a teacher,

there were 2 teachers who then led us to our classrooms where we all sat at 2 seated desk's, the teacher introduced herself and basically said that our first week would be more getting to know each other and getting to know the school, as it was the beginning of September and still quite warm we could take our blazers off and hang them on the back of the chair,

I couldn't help noticing the girls in their pleated skirts and white blouses also some of the girls were wearing pinafore dresses with white blouses,
I had strange feelings inside my head, seeing their below the knee white socks, pleated skirts and some bare legs I was feeling jealous,
I didn't really understand what I was thinking but I just knew I wanted to be a pretty little girl, I was a little confused regarding my feminine feelings,
I was distracted by the teacher who shouted
"can I have your attention children"
we all went quiet as she started talking about break times etc, etc

When morning break finally arrived it was quite uneventful due to it drizzling rain outside,
dinner break was different as the sun was shining, we ate our dinner then went outside to play, we now joined the older infants,
there was all sorts of games going on but I noticed some older girls over on a grassy area playing handstands, my friend and I moved closer for a better look, as they went into a handstand their skirts would fall over their stomachs revealing pretty knickers, my friend and I were excited watching, but my excitement was seeing all the pretty knickers, white ones, striped, in fact all different colours, my focus though was 2 girls with motif's on, one had a little pony, the other pretty pink kittens, once again I was feeling jealous , I wanted to wear knickers, not only that but with my thoughts I could feel my willy had stiffened, I'd been stiff before a few times but that happened when it was cold, I couldn't understand why my willy was stiff but I was excited at seeing the girls knickers so that was probably why,
I suppose I was having feelings and thoughts that I would understand as I grew older .

The end of the day arrived and I was greeted by my mum, I told her I'd had a great first day but not telling her the inner feminine feelings I had, those feelings had to remain my secret,
I went to bed fairly early as it was school again the next day, lying there in bed I couldn't help but remember the girls doing handstands showing their knickers, once again I was excited and my willy was stiff, I drifted off to sleep because the next thing I remember was waking up.


Moving on a few days (Thursday) I finished school to be greeted by Elaine and her mother who explained she was looking after me until my mum finished work, once we reached their house Elaine's mum made us a sandwich and a glass of lemonade,
I then went with Elaine to her bedroom, WOW, it was pink and floral, teddy bears, fluffy little animals, dolls, lots of dolls, it was very much a girly room,
I didn't show Elaine any reaction to her room but it was awesome, I was so happy with all this girly stuff surrounding me,
Elaine then asked if I'd play teatime with her,
"what do you mean?",
"help me set the table and cook dinner for my dollies and feed them",
I sort of showed my disgust but couldn't wait to play with the dolls, we had the dolls sat around the table pretend feeding them,
the bedroom door opened and Elaine's mum walked in carrying a bundle of clothes which she placed on the bed,
I noticed that on the top of the pile were quite a few pairs of Elaine's knickers also what looked like frilly edged vest tops which were put away in a top drawer.,

Elaine's mum sat on the bed and asked me if I was enjoying playing with the dolls,
not really I replied but in truth I was loving it,
I loved their little faces, long hair and pretty dresses, it was so much better than the action man I had at home,
I wished I had dolls at home to play with,

Elaine went to a drawer and pulled out a box which was full of dolls clothes , she passed me a dress and a doll and asked me to change dresses,
Elaine was also doing the same,
I undid the fasteners and took the dress off, it was wearing underwear, a white satin top with white satin knickers,
I was in Dreamland, I was enjoying this more than anything,
There was a knock on the door, Elaine's mum answered it then shouted up it was my mum,
I didn't want to leave as I was enjoying myself so much,
I asked Elaine who was in the year above me at school to please not tell anyone I'd been playing with dolls, she just said
"I won't",

That night when I was in bed remembering my time playing with Elaine I made a plan that next time I was at her house I was going to steal a pair of knickers.
It was the following Thursday and Elaine's mum picked me up from school, once again we had a sandwich and glass of lemonade, we played outside for a while but I didn't want to because I didn't want to get my school uniform dirty so we went to Elaine's bedroom to play,
All I had on my mind was getting into the top drawer to get a pair of knickers,
After a while Elaine said she was going downstairs to get her school bag,
I just dived into the top drawer and grabbed a pair of knickers which I stuffed into my trousers pocket,
Elaine returned and we played with her dolls again until my mum arrived to take me home.

Once home I rushed upstairs to get changed out of my school uniform, I then got the knickers out of the pocket, they were yellow with different coloured butterflies printed on them, around the waist and leg openings was lace edged,
I was overjoyed at having my first pair of knickers which I was going to wear when I got changed into my pyjamas later,
I played in the garden for a while when my mum told me to come in and get ready for bed,

I went to the bedroom and took my clothes off,
I pulled the knickers on and quickly put my PJ bottoms on just in case mum walked in and caught me, then I put the top on, the knickers were uncomfortable so I dropped my PJ bottoms and adjusted them so I felt comfortable,
I looked down at my newly acquired pretty knickers, I was really happy looking at the pretty butterflies and the lace edging which was really girly, I pulled my bottoms up then put my dressing gown on,
I went down the stairs feeling the elastic pulling into the top of my legs, it was a nice feeling,
I sat down to watch some TV, I felt quite naughty sitting there with my mum and dad wearing knickers under my PJ's but the main thing was I was happy,

Once in bed I slid my hand inside my PJ's and started stroking the soft material of the knickers, my finger tips touched the rougher lace edging which made me excited and my willy stiffen, I was only young so I had a long journey to go regarding my inner feminine feelings but for now my journey had began with my first pair of Knickers.