Grief sucks

Grief sucks.
It sneaks up out of the blue
Stealing all the breath from lungs
Leaving a burning sensation.
My eyes leak many oceans
As I crave your presence ;
Visible and tangible ,
Not just the echos
Of your ghost
Haunting my heart and brain.
There's a void of love
That only you can give.
Your laughter that comes
Deep down in your toes
The easy way you hugged us
The random whiff of smell
That remind me of you
Aren't often enough.
I hate that I have to make do
Until I meet you in the here after.
Grief sucks