why girls?

Always sitting on the throne, with all the perfect colors,
pretending to be the angel everyone expects.
I don't blame them; I would also believe in my act fitting into the right stereotype.
My mother always told me to be pertinent, my father told me to be reserved,
my classmates always diminishing my achievements just because I'm a woman,
a smile will be seen on my face when I have them sobbing at my feet.
I'll stop talking about my thoughts until they stop calling me heavy,
when they understand that having tits doesn't make me different or less than them.
My guy friend who was always by my side stopped being there when I learned to be a bitch, and I'll continue
to be one until my opinion is validated. Im tired of being the perfect girl whos never bothered by the offensive comments;
because boys they will be boys thats bullshit.


Even the teachers noticed my change in attitude, and what was their response?
Surely an ex-boyfriend left her broken! Do they really think a man has to do with all of this?
Tired of everything within society, of being invalidated just because they think they're perfect,
that every subject is their specialty? Politics, history, mathematics? I doubt it.

They made my intelligence feel lesser,
by the simple fact that their comments encouraged me to be someone different from reality,
making my comments, which I fought so hard to know, nothing but shit. I hate them.