Till Tomorrow

I give
All my love.
But it wasn't
Worth it.
I kept inside
But I failed,
Told it was not worth it.
Still,
I cried,
Keep crying now.
Like a storm,
Just by seeing your eyes.

I don't want your love if it is only for a day.
Weather is your change in moods,
Sunny summer,
Ice pick winter
That I have to suffer through.

Give me life,
Give me hope and happiness,
But you want to take it all away
Again I cry.

I locked my heart,
With a flimsy key that I lost.
But everybody seems to have it,
Except for me.

I wonder what tomorrow will bring,
In the joy of it all
I find myself lost again.
Questioning if I should really be here.

I wonder why I feel this way inside,
This is life.
So sad,
So sad,
I want to cry.
I want to cry,
So in the ground, in my bed, by the door and by the knob.
I begin to weep alone.