Unnamed.

How could you ever know?

I promise I will love you in ever lifetime,
Do you talk to the stars,
Like how I do every night-time?

Wherever you are, is where i’ll be,
And though that may be hard to believe,
Eventually, in the end you’ll see,
Do you think then, would you agree?

You are knotted and tangled within my soul,
I wish you could see how I really love you,
But I’m afraid it’d swallow you whole.

I don’t want anyone lingering within me other than you,
And each time I am left with your love,
I am left questioning whether or not it’s really true.
Im sorry for being so scared, even though I know you for so long,
This kind of love is rare, and even now, to me it feels new.

And my heart wrenches,
Because I know that nothing is permanent.
And I curl into a ball,
Knowing that there’s an end to this.

And my guts cry each time you go,
So do my bones, and eyes,
But how could you ever know?
Like I said, it’d swallow you whole,
And I don’t know how you’d handle that, though.

And how could I ever say goodbye?
When my heart still wants to hold on.
How could I ever look into your eyes,
And have the audacity to lie?
And how could I ever hold your hand,
And not cry?