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| I wanna talk about the love of my life and the bitter-sweet memories i have of him. I can remember when i first met him.........i was on my porch with my cousin and i was watching him two houses down with his cousins and friends goofing around. then they all got in his car and started to leave being the shy person i am i was surprised when i called out as they were leaving "you leaving me" to my pleasure they came back and started talking with us then before i knew it we were on our way to the pool. i remember that at first it was his cousin that liked me me and was supposed to get with me. but i had no intrest in him. it was ozzie that i was after.then we started to mess around nothing serious at the time. we continued to see each other for about a month before i stopped speaking to him.not because of anything real serious i just heard gossip about him from my mother not a good source huh? but i decided oh well it was nothing serious anyways. then it was eight months before i would start speaking to him again. i had been thinking about him 2 months before i actually spoke to him again. and i was happy to see him again. well we got together and i became his girlfriend. that only lasted about two weeks. but alot had happened in those to weeks. i lost my virginity to him. what ended our relationship was one day when he came to pick me up on the way to where ever we were going we ended up having an arguement because i wouldnt tell him what my mother was hasseling me about. and at that time my mother did not aprove of us being together. well anyways he got so angry that he dropped me off at my house. he did not call me for three days after that and i made not attempt either. at the time i didnt think we had broken up i thought we were just having an arguement. but evidently to him we were not together he continued to tell me how his exgirlfriend had called him and begged for forgiveness.well me being the good person that iam continued to speak to him while he was just speaking to her. because i didnot want to hold him down especially if there was no future for us.he was just speaking to her as he told me but little did i know that he was back with her. i was feeling so shity because i was thinking hat he just wanted to be with me for the sex.i was a damn fool but hey love does alot of crazy things to you. when i figured out the truth i stopped speaking to him for another month or so. then we started speaking again thats when our on and off relationship began . well he never really wanted to admit that we were together but we were. one minute we'd be talkin the next we wouldnt that was us.he was very imature but i still loved him.even though at time i waish he would just grow up and become a man. that hasnt happened yet untill recently he had thought he got a girl pregnat. well i was too emotinally tired of being there while he lied to yet another girl and played around with my feelings.sometimes i got so angry i wished that he would die and that fucking girl too.but i never meant it. so i put an end to it something i thought i was not capable of doing but i did it. i told him not to call me anymore but he did. then another short period passed by without me speaking to him again but he called me again today. but i cant go on like this anymore i have been through to much pain the last two years to go through anymore....but still i love him i probably always will |
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