Being myself? It isn’t what you want me to be
For deep inside, it was never me.
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They told me I reminded you of her Loving me because of her isn’t fair! You said I had everything about her I could see it in the way you stare It wasn’t me you were trying to see through I reminded you of her with everything I do Being myself? It isn’t what you want me to be For deep inside, it was never me. You left her for me, is it because you love me? Why are you letting her come between you and me? How could you avoid such pleasure from her? You’re hurting me, but you never seem to care I though you’ll learn to love me as me one day But tell me, how much time will I have to waste? I thought it would be forever you and me But I knew deep inside it was never meant to be When you had me, I thought you really loved me But things didn’t turn out as I wanted it to be You told me you loved me more than anyone else But then you made me realize she had been the best I can see it how much you regret choosing me It’s written in you’re eyes where I can clearly see I’ve never felt this kind of pain before Acting as if every thing perfect hurts me even more When I heard you looking for someone I knew you missed her since she’d been gone They said I've treated and loved you just like she does You told them having me beside you is a must You want me because I remind you of someone special You’ve kept me when all you wanted was her, as usual It hurts so much to realize I was never loved as me It’s sad to think I was the one with you When all you wanted was never me! |