surprisingly, this happened to me a long ago. a song by thalib kweli reminded me of it |
homage to thalib kweli- change gon come. on the birth of a new year I was on my way home drunk, pissed to hell and not a strength in my bone. this old man was above me puffing too hard up the stairs would ave fallen but I helped him I just gave him a hand. so I'm thinking; what the hell took him into my flat. hot cocoa, warm blanket and a pillow as that. then he told me of his ages I stood shocked and shattered one golden jubilee and an extra two decades I looked straight into his eyes I saw there wasn't no lying he has been through it all and he hadn't stopped smiling skin like coal he's been called every other name nigger, negro, coloured and black to afro, to minority, and then straight right back to nigger, he's seen all his heros murdered, from to Malcom to Martin Luther Jr and the ones still alive he watched them villifed he's fought back with his fists until he learned how not to hate took the blows into his chest in the marches rejecting his slavery fate. he's been through hardship and pain both soberiety and drunken shame buried both his wife and his half dozen kids how can this man still be sane? but that's what he was, all smiling, no vain "I don let go of my anger, so there aint no mo pain" he still looks to the future, and takes every day at a time he knows he wont reach it, but he goes on till the shine I gave him my bed but he refused "nah," he said, "couch good for guest" next morning I saw him still smiling eyes closed the peace never given in life he found in eternal sleeping he outlasted all his folks so I was alone at his grave sad, I wish I could have paid back what hope he gave to me but I'm truly happy I met him happy to ave heard his words those words and that smile are with me still his words "just like the sun don set when all is don and don change gon come." |