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My girlfriend and I broke up. I hurt. |
i am writing this out of my heart it it sore and torn i was appreciated and neglected thought about carelessly introduced and dismissed i wish it would go away but they say that it all heals in time i beg to differ each thought i retrace retract re-act makes my eyes get red the tears behind them beg to be set free i made a song about thee wrote and constructed my first tune and the next day i was in a ruin i was going to sing it to her, to tell it the way i wanted it to be, forever, just us i have so much to say, to reveal i don't think i could hold them in much longer i use this pen and paper as a remedy i attempt to heal this heart i am left with i see it in shambles i attempt to repair it, hoping this will suffice i know it won't i know it might help enough i could go on, another day you kept me by your side you never let me get out of line you did it all, i didn't mind you would talk to me, we had fun you brought up articles i couldn't believe you relaxed me and made it a little easier you left me the next day you left me without saying why you tore me up and just walked away you didn't look back you kept on your way the pain i felt when you told me the words i tried to explain to you what you just did to me i guess it wasn't very realistic since you had it all planned out without letting me know your intentions in spite of all of this i can still maintain my thoughts though just barely when you see people in movies and in books breaking up, it doesn't seem realistic why the guy would just sit there crying about it for a week. i now feel his pain. it actually hurts. it isn't pulsating, it is just there. all of it directing on my heart. the thing i used the most to treat you with. i just wish you wouldn't go... i wish i could change your mind... i feel like there is noone else for me... i will still try to love you. - rain |