"Alone in the Crowd"

They believe in me yet they don’t,
They invest in me yet they wont,
They spend time with me yet I am lonely,
They have other friends yet I am their only,
They can see my pain but they look away,
They can see I fear not, but they never say,

In the darkness they party with me,
Giving up their laurels completely,
And giving into the sin that has accepted me,
But when the lights come on,
Its Luke left with scars on his body,
And it’s him who is left with nobody,
Who can stand up for what he believes in,
So I remain in the clichéd “Insane sin,”
Strange that they laugh at me and mock me,
When in actual fact I am the only one with honesty,
I am the only one courageous enough to face reality,

Saying that,
no matter what you own,
What you drive,
what you f_ck,
When the reaper comes,
It all falls away,
And stepping up to the plate,
You will have to say,
Why he shouldn’t send you to the flames,
And why you shouldn’t be blamed,
For the lies and deceit,

But as I face the reaper head on,
It will be a fight so long,
That it would tire out the mortal rest,
But this boy, this fat poet,
Will try his very best,
To show that all he did,
Was love,
live
and long for her…

The distrust and hate,
The lack of help and feedback,

Was the rest…

Not my best