uncertain

Uncertain

After a long time i met this guy who definitely makes most of my dreams come true. He was just what i dreamed of. Good son, first of all, smart, no vices, clean, determined, he is the nicest person i ever met aside from my bestfriend. Every little thing he does makes me feel special And Im so lucky that I know he's God's gift to me. All i could feel is so much thank to our Creator. He is truly a gift - he loves me the way only he could do. Yes i am proud. I am happy. And i should be complete... and satisfied.

But how come my heart never felt the magic? The spark never showed in my eyes. My heart doesn't pound hard. In his goodness and love, I still feel uncertain.

He's the one... i always say and pray. A big heart fulll of love is what i wish to give him. Co'z it's what he deserves... But what if I'm not the one? Hurting him is the last thing on my mind. But what if the love would never grow? i surely don't know. Staying is hurting me too, but this uncertainty is hurting me more. Till when will i be uncertain?

I don't know... I certainly don't know.