What do I do?

My choices in life
Branch out like on a tree
A tree with branches of Dominoes
Whatever I do?
They snowball into something new.

Do I tell you...?

Then what…?
Would you call me? And tell me how long its been
Would you forgive me? I never understood
Could you love me? As I did you
Would you hate me?
Or ridicule me? Consider me pathetic

I don’t tell you…?

Then I can always talk to you right?
Or would you get bored of trying to guess?
And consider this a waste of your time?
Maybe you’ll trust me?
Maybe then we can start new?

I need you to answer the question you don’t know

I don’t mean you ill
So please don’t be threatened
I wanted to get closer
Don’t leave me now
Now that I’ve found you
My search took years

I am going to shut up now
And not let on anything
You’ll probably read this
That’s why I wrote it
But don’t dwell on who or when
Just why…

Answer my question,
Who do you want answering yours?