Dear Diary

Dear Diary,
I guess
this is my final goodbye
'cause as i write this entry
I know that i'm about to die
Why?
Because....
My life! WTF?!
What did I do?
I try to cherish
my friends
but frankly
my only friend is you
My friends,
they're trifiling
My dad,
he's a bitch
so to ease my pain
and take away hope
I have slit, both, my wrists
As i write, i feel lightheaded
but this is alright
I want to go into that eternal darkness
I want to fade away tonight
Mom,
why do you go?
Why did you leave me with this man?
Now, because of the way
he treats me
I have been forced to slice my hands
I hear knocking
knocking on my damn door
Man, SHUT THE FUCK UP!
I said i don't wanna a live anymore!
My best friend stole my man
thanks a lot bitch!
You flithy slutbucket scumbag
on my chair, sucking his dick?!
I'll meet you in hell hoe
cause that's where you're going to go
and just for you, my lying friend
I'll personally hold the door!
My daddy is dumb
where does your money run off to?
and while we're on the subject
do YOU even have a clue?
Or are you sky high, out in teh blue?
Screw U!
What a teribble life
WHy did i deserve this?
Why have i never recieved a motherly kiss?
My life it's going to slow...
Hurry up, be over, be done!
Ha! I know...
I'll end this with this gun!