This is just a journal. In September of this year I had a major meltdown emotionally. I don't know where it came from completely. One day my life was upside down and I couldn't fix it. I get better everyday and as I push forward to gather strength, I learn new things about myself and my family. I'm finding out that forgiveness is easy and even deserved most of the time since I not exactly perfect. But forgetting is almost impossible. I'm going to try to keep up with this journal. My therapist had me keeping a journal and all she wanted was the "story" about what messed me up. It was very difficult and I'm not sure I really put my heart into it. No one knows me here and I'm switching therapists in a few weeks with the advice of my Psychiatrist. I never in my life thought I'd say the words, "My Therapist" or "My Psychiatrist". Have I always been crazy? Maybe. Am I crazy now? As my Psychiatrist said the other day, "it just depends on what your idea of crazy is."
#4. How do I start?
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