too love and hate

Theres only one man that enter my life and when he enter you could not image the love that was there. than one 14 teen years later after having three kids. He up and leaves with a 15 teen year old girl. leaving me and the kids with nothing.thats when the hate came .don't get me wrong i still love him but hate him at the same time.the old saying goes you have too love your self before you can love someone else. I guess he did not love us enough .one day he'll be payed back for all he has done. the kids love him so much maybe he'll wake and realize or maybe not. so to all you woman out there don't think it can't happen to you cause it can. too love and hate.well life gets a little bit better cause there are other guys out there and they treat you a little better. I found someone that makes me happy his name is mark he's the type of guy that is weird at times and sweet the next.but i would not change it for anything cause it keeps me on my toes. even doe he can get my blood too boil. he'll always be my baby boo. well i hope this works out for me but if it don't there will be others. so i'll love now and hate later see u all soon with updates on my baby boo .well me and my baby boo are not together anymore but I don't hate him. cause he still comes and hangs with me. I know there still feelings there. if he would just let them show.but he won't. well maybe you all can understand this now