Why cant i get over you

Thinking of the night
When the words glistened in fear
lit up only by the moonlight
you peered
Into my soul
found something special
wasn't that your goal?
Then you ran away
from that magical day
Left me there
Battered
Bruised
feeling useless and unloved
If it wasn't meant to be
Then why do you still say
you always smile when you see me?
Why do these old feelings torment us
When we're happy with the others we have?
The one I lost,
The one you lost,
yet we're still right in front
of each other.